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I decided to join the air force to help me financially.
My family is struggling and I cant rely on working so many hours to get by.
I would have loved to live on my own but I can't leave my parents with so much stress.
I know I tell everyone that I want to plan stuff with them when I'm free... (and I really do)
but every time I get a free week people call of work that I need to take or someone needs my help with something IRL and then I have a busy schedule all of a sudden.
The problem with me is that I can't say NO.
I act TOO sympathetic or nice where it comes off so many ways and I'm now learning to do what's best for me.
and now I feel more real with myself.
I'm learning to not agree with everything someone says
I'm learning to speak my own thoughts even tho majority disagree
I'm learning to take action when im wrong and change it
I'm fixing old relationships that I wish I had caused my young bitter self was extremely ugly who talked so much and couldn't worry about myself but others.
OR
My younger self was too insecure.
I've learned so much these past 3 months that if I saw myself in 2017-March 2018, I would punched him.
I'm sorry to those who feel like im ignoring you right now.
But I have to take care of my family.
I'll always be there for others if they need me and I'll will always listen.
But I just need to keep my priorities on my lifestyle.
It sounds selfish but idk why it feels the right thing to do?
I at least do my best to catch up on you guys but I can't respond fast enough so i'm sorry about that.
RN I'm preparing myself for what's coming
Anyways before this goes into a longer Journal.
I'll be leaving on August 28th and Ill be back home in December 14th
This experience will change my life so much, and im excited.
but I promise I won't come back as a confederate, Donald Trump supporter speaking stupid gibberish.
Like Amberly
My family is struggling and I cant rely on working so many hours to get by.
I would have loved to live on my own but I can't leave my parents with so much stress.
I know I tell everyone that I want to plan stuff with them when I'm free... (and I really do)
but every time I get a free week people call of work that I need to take or someone needs my help with something IRL and then I have a busy schedule all of a sudden.
The problem with me is that I can't say NO.
I act TOO sympathetic or nice where it comes off so many ways and I'm now learning to do what's best for me.
and now I feel more real with myself.
I'm learning to not agree with everything someone says
I'm learning to speak my own thoughts even tho majority disagree
I'm learning to take action when im wrong and change it
I'm fixing old relationships that I wish I had caused my young bitter self was extremely ugly who talked so much and couldn't worry about myself but others.
OR
My younger self was too insecure.
I've learned so much these past 3 months that if I saw myself in 2017-March 2018, I would punched him.
I'm sorry to those who feel like im ignoring you right now.
But I have to take care of my family.
I'll always be there for others if they need me and I'll will always listen.
But I just need to keep my priorities on my lifestyle.
It sounds selfish but idk why it feels the right thing to do?
I at least do my best to catch up on you guys but I can't respond fast enough so i'm sorry about that.
RN I'm preparing myself for what's coming
Anyways before this goes into a longer Journal.
I'll be leaving on August 28th and Ill be back home in December 14th
This experience will change my life so much, and im excited.
but I promise I won't come back as a confederate, Donald Trump supporter speaking stupid gibberish.
Like Amberly
OC Remake Requests!
GETTING LAZY SO I MIGHT DO THESE WHENEVER I CAN! IM SORRY!
GETTING LAZY SO I MIGHT DO THESE WHENEVER I CAN! IM SORRY!
GETTING LAZY SO I MIGHT DO THESE WHENEVER I CAN! IM SORRY!
GETTING LAZY SO I MIGHT DO THESE WHENEVER I CAN! IM SORRY!
GETTING LAZY SO I MIGHT DO THESE WHENEVER I CAN! IM SORRY!
Hey guys, so I've decided to open up a few spots for OC remakes.
I been getting questions on if I commission them and I usually don't
Only because I barely have time to draw but also because this month I'll be having a lot of time to actually do some!
I've decided to only open 4 (for now) spots for OC remakes c:
In order to claim a sport pleas
I GRADUATED!
Just graduated from BMT!!! IM BACK!!
JK, I still have a week left until I get my phone back slash freedom. RN im spending time with my family from graduation weekend, I cried when I saw my mama, papa and little brother, im a mess (PS: Using my little brothers phone rn). Once my family leaves (on sunday) I'll have to go take classes to rebuild myself back up from doing things on my own and getting back to being a normal civilian.
Words cannot describe how happy I am from almost being done with this.
On the 22nd I will finally leave the base and move to Virginia where my tech school will be and less stress.
Other than that Ill see you guys
Leaving for the Month
I left for a vacation this month!
I'll respond to all the comments behind my pics as soon as possible
Have a Good Summer! c:
OC Tag - Marcy
Got tagged by PrettyPassionut
#1. Post these rules.
#2. Post 8 random facts about your character.
#3. Tag 8 other creators.
#4. Post their OC's name along with their creator's name/avatar.
Tamara suggested I do Marcy!
Lets Begin!
-I-
Marcy is a hoarder.
-II-
Marcy is going to be a Geologist when she grows up.
-III-
Marcy has a colony of snails as pets
all named :
Aary
Bary
Cary
Dary
Lary
Etc.
the list goes on all the way to Wary
Iary is expecting so she might start naming the new snails
Ailson
Bilson
Cilson
etc.
Once Xary, Yary and Zary are takin.
-IV-
Marcy lives in Natchez, Mississippi
with her uncle hunter
-V-
M
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Kyle I am so damn proud of you to take such a huge step in life in pursuing as a soldier. It is not selfish at all and believe me I know your struggles, wanting to help your family, not leaving them alone. You had told me a lot that's been going on...me and you have so much in common when it comes to family and wanting to do best for them.
;^; it's not easy but I believe you're going to do amazing ny gosh I am so happy for you. Being nice is a great feeling and helping others but sometimes us as nice individuals, need to think & care about ourselves too (I still am going to owe you that favor). Being an adult has opened many of our eyes that we didn't understand much when we were small. Our parents has helped us and now it is time for us to help them
I wish you the best of everything and I know you'll go so far with this.
;^; it's not easy but I believe you're going to do amazing ny gosh I am so happy for you. Being nice is a great feeling and helping others but sometimes us as nice individuals, need to think & care about ourselves too (I still am going to owe you that favor). Being an adult has opened many of our eyes that we didn't understand much when we were small. Our parents has helped us and now it is time for us to help them
I wish you the best of everything and I know you'll go so far with this.